Re: The Bad Idea, Once Again.

brain stuck on kb even though he is not going to call. brain won't stop making his face fade in behind eyelids, the set of his chin, the half smile of his mouth. brain keeps seeing that mouth and that half smile when he said, "you can use your words." yes, yes, kb, brain knows all about words, but brain turns into something like the consistency of oatmeal when your eyes are focused on face and then it is hard for brain to remember any word, even though it knows thousands. brain gets stupid around you, kb, especially when free drink tickets are involved. brain still hasn't recovered from the mixed messages, and brain gets all confused when eyes read your book because it keeps picturing you, kb, and the truth is your words all right there in a real published novel combined with brain's images of you and brain's thoughts about what it would like you to do to body make for a very toe-curling read. don't worry, kb. brain will get you out of our system in a couple days. unless you and body keep running into each other, in which case it might be a few weeks. but do not fret, kb, you will be just a hiccup in the long run. do not fret, kb, because brain is not anywhere near the word "love" or even "relationship." brain is in the same place hands were when we gave you our number: dinner, dinner and drinks, drinks and more drinks, drinks and kissing, kissing and fucking, fucking, fucking, fuckingfuckingfucking. brain is there, kb, not at "relationship." because we are no good at those. now that brain thinks about it, maybe we could get good at "relationship," but brain does not have a specific person in mind to practice with, so you still do not have to worry, kb. for a little, brain was worried that you said you probably would not all because of body (body feels fat a lot these days, especially when eyes see bad pictures of chin), but brain does not think you are that kind of guy. but, truly, how would brain know? we don't know you very well, kb, so you could indeed be the type of guy who would not call because body does not look like a toothpick and chin sometimes brings friends. but brain hopes you are not that kind of guy. brain admits to jumping the gun with the number thing, and would not have done it if there had not been so many free drink tickets, and if we were not so impatient (and horny, a little). brain would have made us bide our time and waited for you to make the first move, but brain must admit that we are not very good at waiting, especially when you are so damn cute and you make body heat up and skin get prickly. brain may decide to blame this on you, kb, but we will have to see.